there are some friends that i miss so much, i actually can't keep in close contact with them. it hurts too much to be so far from them.
i ranted a bit, and deleted.
but i am hurting a bit right now, and i need to find words in a safe way that doesn't overflow like i used to. words are powerful, and when the words you are given are sharp and hard and painful, it digs in to every vulnerability, and you are left feeling like nothing. so thus, i am left using words to rebuild again. rebuild again. am i unable to find a single supportive person anymore? is the only thing i am able to do now is find people who make me feel less and less worthy? i need to stop this.
i am reading sappho. it's a part of my project - female poetry. slow collecting, slow movement through it. sappho is a good place to start.
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